My Rainy Cloud,
It’s raining early here! I hope you are doing great &
enjoying. Happy birthday! I was waiting for your reply but it didn’t appear.
Sorry I have disturbed you a lot by my messages again & again. I got to
know how it hurts only when I got into the shoes of you. Once you said that “messages remind someone
whom we miss the most”. I troubled you like hell & history is repeating for
me. Pardon me please J
I always keep it
secret in my heart that I’m carrying the storms of my love. Though I thought of
you constantly after your departure until I felt the grief of separation, I
didn't understand the meaning of love. Only once I was wounded did I begin to
ache for you. And you left, & settled into my eyes and your name has
started to come to my lips. I found love and lost you before understanding; my
happiness was snatched away only after I fell in love which the storm of eye
stole my concentration but love is still in the heart. At sometime, somewhere I
meet you in the destination of landscape, stop the clouds of sigh in dreams. I
agree that it's a deep dark & shouldn't be dirty, it shouldn't be unclear
too. How do I explain to you... why I love you? My love, I wasn't able to tell
you. Whatever's left that my heart needs to tell you my eyes has always explained
to you the same. Yet you remain unaware. Even after having met, I haven't met
you really I think. There are miles of distance exist between us. Strange
chains of events go unnoticed by you. The dreams about you have settled in my
eyes... Look into my eyes and you will see... the image that now resides their matches
entirely with you. I wonder whether it was your eyes or what you had said that why
you became my desire of heart. Despite being close, being my hope, my feelings... It remains like this... You are not mine. I
have grievances against you in my thoughts, millions of things I have said to
myself but nothing was said in your presence. You are still no stranger to me despite
belongs to someone else. In the end, you are still mine. I feel regret, my
heart also weeps; It keeps embellishing dreams It has become mad and keeps
thinking... Why did I meet you after all? Let's see who gets destroyed in the
pathways to love I found you only to lose you.
Your’s
Anonymous Trekker
