No More Wait For Friday's.. Its Over now

                                                                                   My Waddle White,

This Day has a feel of Mourning for me. A wait for every Friday from last 15 Months came to an end today. Don't know what I did in these days except your dreams. You filled my  heart, soul & mind till this second. I was waiting to see you counting days, Hrs, and minutes too.Now its not necessary to wait. I can't write more today I think. Words are getting Blurred because of tears in my eyes. But the thing I almost clear is that I can't see you here after, I can't meet you in class as before & even I can't talk with you easily as early too. You know what? We din't even have a single snap together, every time you make to skip  photograph with me. There was hope somewhere in the heart so that I can see you every week.. But now I lost the soul too. I don't know how I live here after with buried dreams  in mind and your uncleared picture in heart. Thanks for being with me for complete twenty four months and my s(a)ecrate love forever. I don't even have a Photograph of you to hide in my heart. You are too moody person as I know. You speak more & not even a word sometimes. Talk to me freely, I never asked you to love me at all.. Tell me anything, praise me, scold me or do something what you think off. No more hope for me from now as you are taking my heart with you & I stay calm without a word for you. I know you read this someday so I wanted to tell you one thing. The day we talked about Love was something special and that day we came to conclusion that we are friends. You are smart worker, Genius and kind hearted too. I always have a theory that not to do the things what others are doing beside you blindly.. I saw the same character in you even skipping to write notes in class. Everything doesn't comes from hard-work, we have to go for smart work you thought this to me again.  Be a friend , best one and long-lasting one. Ya you are the right person I got and am not always wrong. You though me many things directly and indirectly which stands in my mind till my last breath. I do not get classroom to write poems, you for inspiration and me myself to write poems. I think I Quit writing poems. Let me make it happy ending at-least now..  What ever opinion you may have about me but I like you,I care for you, don't make the gap bigger.. Be a friend forever with me... and be in touch Thats what I want.. And I hope So... 

                                                          A Last bench Boy.. With Love

I think I'll edit this again